am i confused??

yesterday i went to farja mac with jasmine,lynn,renkiat and weiheng to "study" and "do homework".. at first, we were really doing our homework, but as the time passed, we are slacking more and more then we finally start to play.. lols.. we started off playing truth or dare using 终极密码. then, the games gets more and more exciting and blah blah blah.. everything started off with laughter and it also ended off with laughter.. but, for dunno what reason, i felt uneasy and a slight guiltiness as i took the train to go home after that.. these feelings came out of no where which really makes me ponder much yesterday.. the session yesterday make me realised some stuff and it makes me think.. do i really know you? you are just like a landmine which i do not know where you are hidding and i dunno when will i step on you and get bomb! just where is you line? have i cross your line before? you leave me with so many question marks which are left not answered.. maybe you are just protecting yourself by not revealing too much.. i can't blame you for that.. but curiousity which is the human nature can't be blame too though curiosity often kills the cat! realisation of somethings can make my heart fill with thoughts, maybe i am just being over sensitive.. i may be right and i may be wrong, but really, i dunno.. yesterday, you make me feel that you are not the person that i used to think that you are.. was it my wrong interpretation of you or are you are just who you are? i feel that i dunno you at all though i always thought maybe i do know a little.. i guessed i may be wrong about you in the past.. anyway, nothing has changed but maybe my impression of you changed slightly?? but one thing that i realised is that the thing that i used to think is crap is actually not.. people who are not involved yesterday will not understand what i am talking about.. people who knows, you know who you are.. quote of the day: ( do i really know you? maybe i dun even understand you at all.. ) humans are mysterious creature which are hard to catch and sometimes out of no where, surprises will shock you out..

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