a sudden feeling of loneliness during English class today.. ms ratna was not in school and there was no relieve teacher around.. the class turned into a gambling den as well as a playground. i was sitting alone at one corner with only a story book and my pencil case with me.. i am in no mood to read the storybook and i have nothing to do.. i scanned through the class and found that i may noe many of the ppl there but, i just cant find someone to turn to.. this is loneliness.. 在那一瞬间，我感到寂寞，虽然身边围绕着很多的人，但，我却找不到自己的容身之地！感觉上，那是属于我的地方，但，在那一瞬间，那似乎不是我该在的地方！i felt so near yet so far... today marks the start of june holiday and the feeling of holiday is not that strong.. maybe is because 学校的大门依然为我打开着！我还是需要汇到学校去上课，听讲座.. 假期真的存在吗？today is not exactly a bad day for me.. i have received some good news too.. maybe not really a piece of wonderful news, but to me, i am very happy.. today during math lesson, miss thng gave out a consent form for ppl which the school strongly advice them to drop a.math.. i was very scared as i do not wish to received that form.. i do not want to drop a.math.. and.. i did not received it.. i am glad that i didn get hold of that form.. really glad! when ms yeo gave out the report slip, i flipped and looked through it, not good, in fact, considered lousy.. flunked combined ss/geog and a.math but i passed my science.. i didn expected myself to passed science this time round as i failed both my exam paper for both my physic and chemistry.. luckily, my ca pulled my marks up.. although its still a c6, but this is prettier than a d7.. my grades are filled with Cs.. women look for men with 5Cs, but students hated C.. i hate it too.. but they seems to love me so much.. i want my A!!! i have to work hard for it.. as usual, only my Chinese got a1.. pathetic.. lols.. better than none lar.. only can like this 自我安慰!okay, i shall stop manipulating my mind anymore.. quote of the day: ( loneliness is the worst thing for a person to bear)

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