I may seems to look like I am fine, I am very happy, I am like so carefree... However, there are many thoughts and feelings running through in my mind which are like making me crazy sometimes when i thought about it.. I always manipulate myself not to think about it and everything will be fine, but I just can't totally let go of my unhappiness. This week, i have gotten back quite a number of my exams paper and my result is a TOTAL DISASTER!!! I wanted to passed my A.math but eventually, I flunked! Although not badly but the fact is I still failed! I scored 28/60, failed by the idiotic 2 marks. Can the 2 marks come back to me??? I have not seen my A.math paper yet but i wanted to take it back as I am sure that i can passed if i did not make any careless mistake! But, it's all too late.. Times will not turn back for my sake... Besides A.math, i have also flunked my sciences, both my physics and chemistry... OMG!!! I know that i am not a science student but i dun wished to fail... Although the failure this time is kind of expected for me as i spent more time on my math this time round.. But, the ironic thing is that although I spent more time on my math, i didn do really well even though I passes! Haiz... but the good thing is I passed my literature! This is good enough for me as literature is really a subject which i do not want nor wished to fail with the high expectation Miss Audrey Lee have for the literature class.. I scored 30/50. Still considered average as the highes in class was only 34/50. I really wished that I can do well the next time round as I do not wished to be a failure! Who wants to be a failure? This is a of course not answer question and I am just like anyone els.. This time round, i deprove for some and improve on some, but I know, I surely have the ability to do far better if I have put in more effort and be much more hardworking! I will prove it that I can do it! just like the previous post, I shall end my posts with a quote of the day:(success is for people who workhard and failure is for people who give up) I will not give up... 我的失败是暂时的，总有一天，我会证明给大家看我卢贞颖做得到！虽然我的话说的可能太早，但我相信如果我能持之以恒，成功是必然的！真所谓“未经一番寒刺骨，哪来梅花扑鼻香”？Although i do not know whether I can do it or not, but I shall try out first by making my first step...

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