waiting for my fairytale to exist..

i spent the whole morning today to finish watching the last 5 episodes of the Korean boys over flowers... the ending of the show was kind of expected as all fairy tale come with a happy ending right?? happy ending is wad everyone wishes for and in this boring kind of life, people tend to put all their fascination on dramas which give them the feel of happiness... life would be bored without fascination right? and in this reality, does fairy tale really exist? people wish for miracles to happen and fairytale to exist, i am not an exception.. but, many people tend to give up on those unrealistic fascination because of the cruelty of the world.. when everyone of us are living in this world where fairytale are though to not exist, why must we just submit to this fact? can't we just have a dream of our own to brighten up our life? so wad if fairytale does not really exist and miracles does not happen, as long as you dare to dream and aspire.. who cares for the ending as the process is the most important after all right? so quote of the day.. (dare to dream and dare to aspire, who knows whether fairytale or miracles will exist or happen one day)

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broking out in cold sweat is scary ar??? i broke out in cold sweat during the parent teacher meeting today.. when i went into the classroom, nobody was there except for miss thng so, the parent teacher meeting starts.. miss thng started analysing my result and telling my mom about all the usual stuff then i dare not have any eye contact with miss thng.. i was sweating and felt tears brimming in my eyes.. i dunno why?? i guessed i am too nervous.. miss thng didn really say about negative stuff but just i am very tensed...miss thng and my mom talk and talk and talk then miss thng will smile at me at some times and i will smile back at her.. then the talk lasted for half an hour and my terror is finally gone.. scary experience.. and there is one aim miss thng has for me, removed all those underlines in my report book in the next ppr.. can i have them all gone?? i will try my best to get rid of them!!! okay, that's the end of my parent teacher meeting.. quote of the day: ( u have to pay a price for everything u do)

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a sudden feeling of loneliness during English class today.. ms ratna was not in school and there was no relieve teacher around.. the class turned into a gambling den as well as a playground. i was sitting alone at one corner with only a story book and my pencil case with me.. i am in no mood to read the storybook and i have nothing to do.. i scanned through the class and found that i may noe many of the ppl there but, i just cant find someone to turn to.. this is loneliness.. 在那一瞬间，我感到寂寞，虽然身边围绕着很多的人，但，我却找不到自己的容身之地！感觉上，那是属于我的地方，但，在那一瞬间，那似乎不是我该在的地方！i felt so near yet so far... today marks the start of june holiday and the feeling of holiday is not that strong.. maybe is because 学校的大门依然为我打开着！我还是需要汇到学校去上课，听讲座.. 假期真的存在吗？today is not exactly a bad day for me.. i have received some good news too.. maybe not really a piece of wonderful news, but to me, i am very happy.. today during math lesson, miss thng gave out a consent form for ppl which the school strongly advice them to drop a.math.. i was very scared as i do not wish to received that form.. i do not want to drop a.math.. and.. i did not received it.. i am glad that i didn get hold of that form.. really glad! when ms yeo gave out the report slip, i flipped and looked through it, not good, in fact, considered lousy.. flunked combined ss/geog and a.math but i passed my science.. i didn expected myself to passed science this time round as i failed both my exam paper for both my physic and chemistry.. luckily, my ca pulled my marks up.. although its still a c6, but this is prettier than a d7.. my grades are filled with Cs.. women look for men with 5Cs, but students hated C.. i hate it too.. but they seems to love me so much.. i want my A!!! i have to work hard for it.. as usual, only my Chinese got a1.. pathetic.. lols.. better than none lar.. only can like this 自我安慰!okay, i shall stop manipulating my mind anymore.. quote of the day: ( loneliness is the worst thing for a person to bear)

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2 more days to school holiday and also 2 more day 2 parent teacher meeting.. dunno wad teacher gonna tell mummy.. dun say anything negative can already lar, i hate this kind of occasion lor.. having to meet teacher.. so paiseh one.. who ask me result so lousy?? ask myself lor.. teacher noe is June holiday so all give homework, the other subject all only give one homework each only except for chinese.. give manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy............................ i should actually get used to it already after 3 years with madam yong. if there is an award for the least green teacher, madam yong will surely win the award!!! she print worksheet not print a few page one leh but dozens and dozens of page per set!!! she does not care for the deforestation and global warming lor!! and this is not the end, she ask us do so much but in the end waste our effort by not collecting them to mark.. always cheat our feelings one.. so sad.. so once bitten twice shy, many of us now do only selected homework type.. do homework anaylsis before doing it.. this is to protect our own interest!! i sound very evil hor!! but still got do homework every time lar, only some do half way, those we noe she will not collect.. she go through always go through half way also.. never complete one lor.. madam yong gave us 4 thick stack of homework today and also we need to do the 用心眼看世界感想+作文, the a+b whole workbook also need do finish.. all by next Tuesday leh!! she so evil right?? how to finish the 3 stacks of worksheet? mission impossible loor.. but this one i also not very sure, is jas say one.. anyway, even if is not by next Tuesday also need do finish by June holiday.. and the thing is that we noe that she surely will not collect!! haiz.. i shall not complain anymore, its time for me to listen to fate.. who ask me have a hardworking and caring teacher call madam yong!!! time for quote of the day:(DO NOT TRUST SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU END UP GETTING CHEATED)

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time is running out.. and it really does..

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today is just like any other day but today seems weird to me at some times as renkiat is not in school today.. during recess, renkiat is not there to say about all those obscene stuff and to 酸 Jasmine, renkiat isn't there during Chinese class to tell us where to go and it ended up being quite a chaos. after school. madam yong cancelled the 2pm meeting without informing us or i can say she only informed the 3f students and they did not spread to other class.. thus, i ended up having to call miss yang to asked... if renkiat was around, madam yong would surely informed renkiat rather than any of the other students as he is madam yong's hot favourite student. jasmine love it not having renkiat around as she says that her ears can rest and do not need to suffer.. maybe i am too used to having him around in school as he will always lighten the mood with all those obscenes stuff and making fun of jasmine. lols.. plss dun be mistaken.. we are just PURELY FRENS only.. anyway, get well soon renkiat though i think you are just using the mc to slack at home.. okay, thats all for today, i have nothing much to post also.. quote of the day.. (an apple a day, keeps the doctor away)

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monster tried to take my pic again...

monster showing her devil looks...

renkiat and Lynn taking the beautiful sky..
hidden meaning behind it...

this is my shadow!!

haha.. this is me reading a book.. i read finished
already hor.. i so guai right..

the Michelle taking photo of herself.. 自恋-ing..

Yesterday went to old folks home and help out in the morning then afternoon went for the mid summer nights dream play.. The play was quite okay but only for some parts, i was blinking my eyes though the part was actually supposed to be funny as i am too tired..(opps, better dun let miss lee know) i didn really find the play very funny but it is a commendable one.. when we are in the bus, monster took an unglam picture of mine and bluetooth to jas they all and thay passed it around.. saying that i dun mind at all is actually a lie as the picture is super unglam.. but i just let them do wad they want and dun even bother to delete the photos or stopped them.. lols.. i am a kind person.. actually, although the photo is not very nice and it is embarrassing but when u are actually snatching people's phone just to delete the unglam photos it will be more embarrassing right? why not just be gracious and big hearted enough as things will just calm down when everyone had enough laugh at it.. so wad? its not really a very big deal right??? i just dun get it when jas and mason are always trying to snap others unglam pic but if theirs are the one being captured, they will go to the extend of snatching and fighting.. this is far more unglam... okay, i shall stop talking about the stuff that happened yesterday... today is my cousin wedding, but i am staying at home cos only my parents are going... exact reason i shall not elaborate as it will be a long long story to begin with.. so i shall end with my usual quote of the day.. (if u can't do it, don't expect others to do it then) okay.. my quote got no link again but it does make sense.. so u can reflect on it if u wish too... oh ya, renkiat, get well soon.. and also, wish my consin have a happy marriage..

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idiot man.. my post are always being scheduled and i have to end my deleting all i have wrote.. pissed me off so much... today go for the 吴韦才先生talk on 用心眼看世界then i was laughing when i saw this theme as this was one of my Chinese compo topic last time and i scored 84 marks for it.. haha.. me and renkiat were discussing about the philosophy so life when 吴韦才先生was talking with us on how to be a good compo writer.. he say that we must not only look at the surface but must look in depth.. then when it is q&a session, madam yong wants renkiat to asked question then renkiat go sabo me so i have to asked a question instead. so i asked him wad is his definition of life and he said that life is about not giving up under any circumstances.. and i find that its quite true as no one knows wad the future hols for anyone of us and a moody today does not mean a moody tomorrow.. and the after lesson at first want go lunch with jas and Lynn they all but then need interview 吴韦才先生.. me and renkiat interview for very long cos he give us very long answers and i have to copy for very very long.. after that talk to madam yong about many issues including the lesson today and some social issues then when we can finally go home, its already 5 and Lynn and jas they all are no longer waiting for us.. anyway 5 is dinner time not lunch anymore lor.. when i reached home Lynn call me then i found ou they were waiting for us at mac instead.. lols.. sorry lar... tmr need go old folks home then go for the mid summer nights dream play,, cannot wear shorts, skirts, spaghetti straps,slippers,sandals... so many things cannot might as well wear uniform.. lols... have no choice.. so jeans and normal shirt for me.. before i end, its time for quote of the day again.(it is the imperfections that makes a person perfect) my quote today got no link to the stuff that i post . wad i wanna say is that this is really true as wad u remember most of a person is actually its flaws and this actually makes a person perfect as without these flaws,a perfect person will leave people with nothing but just perfection..

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I am bored today.. Went home earlier then usual after lunch with renkiat, jasmine,lynn and weiheng.. Today never sit down there and talk talk talk... But, we 酸 jasmine untill she 发神经.. Actually not really lar, jasmine wouldn 发神经 one.. only give u a "piang" on your back only.. super pain one lor.. But today we annoyed her by saying she and sebastian just like usual.. However, today only me and lynn tease her cos renkiat made a pact with jasmine not to say her with sebastian if not need to treat her mac spicy meal.. Then the weiheng say he neutral... lol lor.. Anyway, without renkiat we also can talk win jasmine cos jasmine already so used to it that she dun bother to care about wad we say only show us stupid face.. haha.. Today jasmine in trouble liao.. We asked her to stop sms sebastian then renkiat asked her sms with him to talk crap today... jasmine need to sms at least 50 messages with renkiat today if noy need to treat him mac spicy meal... haha.. Poor jasmine.. I asked jasmine to change renkiat's name to sebastian so she got a lot of things to talk already lor cos she say she got nothing to crap with renkiat.. lols.. jasmine kept saying thr wrong things and lynn and I amde many inferences from it.. haha.. Now is time for quote of the day again.. (prevent from smsing too much with an opposite sex to stop rumour from being spread) ByeBye..

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Do I look like I am dazing away??



My frinch is covering almost half of my face!!


Smile!!

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Let me tell all of you a funny story today... lols.. Its not really a funny one but it is a story of fate! True fate and coincidence! I was taking the usual bus home yesterday which is bus 901. I am one of the last few to get on the bus thus the bus was almost full. So, i went to the very back of the bus to have a sit. And you know wad? As I turned my head to my right, I saw someone which put me to shocked! The person was Ms Yong Siew Chin who can be said to be once my English teacher. I was so surprised as I had not bumped into Miss Yong before and I had no idea She lived in Woodlands too.. As me and Ms Yong stated chatting...
Me: Ms Yong? You live here ar? I never see you before leh.
Ms Yong: Of course I stay here. If not I take this bus for wad?
Me: Really ar? Then which block you stay?
Ms Yong: (Ms Yong dun wan tell me)
Me: Then wad is the first no. of your block?
Ms Yong: You see the block no. here? Start with wad?
Me: I dun live here how i know?
Ms Yong: Here all start with no.5 one. This block 534,
Me: My block no. not so small.
Ms Yong: scarcely we alight at the same stop and live same block.. I can go buy 4D already.. But quite impossible..
Me: ya.. I alighting at the next stop.
Ms Yong: Me too!!!
Me: Really? Where you live?
Ms Yong: opp. the church
Me: I also!!!
Ms Yong: Then which block you live?
Me: I live 5xx, the left hand side one.
Ms Yong: i live the right hand side one...
(Please pardon me for the inaccurate english though miss yong is a english teacher as I am just typing out the rough idea)
Both of us alighted when we reached our stop... I took this bus everyday after school and I have not seen Ms Yong the other times when I took the bus.. I am in sec 3 now and for the past 2 and almost half of a year, we have never bumped onto each other.. This is really an occasion where fate brings us together... lols... hahaha... I have a quote again: ( Fate will bring people from all part of the world together and fate will decide who we meet) Things are all FATED...

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I may seems to look like I am fine, I am very happy, I am like so carefree... However, there are many thoughts and feelings running through in my mind which are like making me crazy sometimes when i thought about it.. I always manipulate myself not to think about it and everything will be fine, but I just can't totally let go of my unhappiness. This week, i have gotten back quite a number of my exams paper and my result is a TOTAL DISASTER!!! I wanted to passed my A.math but eventually, I flunked! Although not badly but the fact is I still failed! I scored 28/60, failed by the idiotic 2 marks. Can the 2 marks come back to me??? I have not seen my A.math paper yet but i wanted to take it back as I am sure that i can passed if i did not make any careless mistake! But, it's all too late.. Times will not turn back for my sake... Besides A.math, i have also flunked my sciences, both my physics and chemistry... OMG!!! I know that i am not a science student but i dun wished to fail... Although the failure this time is kind of expected for me as i spent more time on my math this time round.. But, the ironic thing is that although I spent more time on my math, i didn do really well even though I passes! Haiz... but the good thing is I passed my literature! This is good enough for me as literature is really a subject which i do not want nor wished to fail with the high expectation Miss Audrey Lee have for the literature class.. I scored 30/50. Still considered average as the highes in class was only 34/50. I really wished that I can do well the next time round as I do not wished to be a failure! Who wants to be a failure? This is a of course not answer question and I am just like anyone els.. This time round, i deprove for some and improve on some, but I know, I surely have the ability to do far better if I have put in more effort and be much more hardworking! I will prove it that I can do it! just like the previous post, I shall end my posts with a quote of the day:(success is for people who workhard and failure is for people who give up) I will not give up... 我的失败是暂时的，总有一天，我会证明给大家看我卢贞颖做得到！虽然我的话说的可能太早，但我相信如果我能持之以恒，成功是必然的！真所谓“未经一番寒刺骨，哪来梅花扑鼻香”？Although i do not know whether I can do it or not, but I shall try out first by making my first step...

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I shouldn't have know so much right? or should i say i should not know wad i ain't supposed to know it in the first place? Alright, now i am questioned by a "police" and some sort of became an "accomplice"... OMG... haiz.. i should really keep my mouth shut... Knowing something which i should not know really brings me trouble... lots and lots and tons and tons of it... Anyway, stop probing if u wishes to know as it brings harm and nothing good will occur...(the person will know who i am referring too) Sorry to say that, but i have no choice... I am forced to do so.. Okay enough of that, i went to the fort canning park today together with the literature class and the stupid flies and mosquitoes fed on me.. Darn.. lucky not many bites... I am supposed to get inspiration for my poem but i dun manage to get any.. lols.. all i see is greens, greens and still greens.. nice place to prevent from eye problem ar?? hmm... i shall end my post with a quot of the day?
(KEEPING MY MOUTH SEALED AND SHUT WILL KEEP DANGER WITH MY DOOR CLOSED AND SHUT) rhyme right? do i have a flair for poetry? okay, i shall stopped being thick-skined...

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As i have forgot my password to the old blog and my old blog has been dead for a long time, i decided to create a new blog because of 一时的心血来潮！hahaha.. I dunno how long can this blog live, maybe as short as my old blog or maybe a little longer i guessed.. All these are in the future, what the future hols for my blog, i dunno. jus the same as what the future hols for me, i dunno it too.. Do my words make sense.. I guessed it does right?? lols.. i am being lame here. School starts again tmr and i think my death is coming soon... OMG!!! my A.MATH!! i dun wan to fail and drop my a.math... my LITERATURE also.. I dun wan to be kicked out of this literature class by Miss Audrey Lee... Can anyone save me from this disaster... My brain is crashing down and my heart is shattering.. Although i dun really wished to face the cruel fact but i kinda hope to go fort canning tmr to do poetry... Poetry is fun, at least it is more interesting than the mid summer mights dream which is in old English which really drive me nuts sometimes.. But, i am NOT going to GIVE UP!! I will PERSEVERE till the very end as i uphold the kranji core values.. haha.. Sound so fake right?? But its true, i ill not give up on my literature and a.math! I will fight till the end...

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